here i am again

circles around
believing that i am running a race
but am i really just jogging still

what i want so badly is hidden
and not to be given to me
what a sad part to not have

why does conforming pose such a problem

i hear

in the instumental breaks
i can hear the sound
of whispers of night beyond this

ah..life

overexaggeration

tends to make it worse
as if you didn't know

problems don't exist
except for in your head

belonging to the abyss
of subconsciousness

just don't ignore
the disasters

wherin lies this

content?
is that what happens without worry

worry provides suspense and drama

which proves a bigger release.

i choose worry

over a life of leisure
and no purpose

worry

and perhaps hope