pulsing

one after another

they come

i can't stop
what is happening now

break
pause
in two

rewarded

with a

smile

the crumbling wall

these things
blocking between
are gone

the security i found
with them
has left

what does that leave me with
how to start again

secrets

pushing
driving through me
i feel this passion

not with you
but me

my soul

strives
to go far away

the urgent pulsing through my veins
suggests a possibility
of life after this

the trick

fooling yourself
sounds so very

difficult

no

easy

when you really need
to believe
what you don't know
is true
or not

what pain?
what gain?

i disguise
the feelings
inside

steady love

the simple things
always
appreciated
for the quiet joy
they love to bring

the fresh insight
the joy
of newness
clean
emotions
oveflow

suspense
brings release
unspeakable
i see again
what i've been
quite longing
again to eye

sweet
felt now
cosmos