someday

tiptoeing across the pond
stopping to reflect
and break the image
of a green laced monster

kicking feet in pools of
mud dripping down you legs
feeling the slow burn of
cold on a fall day

yelling into the
pelting raindrops of ice
and wrapped tightly in warmth
of socks and scarves

laying back and seeing
the stars and the amazement
of never befoe seen pinpricks of
light in a darkened night

bits

how quickly
we adapt
moving on
rearranging
so the empty spots
in our hearts
aren't so large
anymore

those things
you once loved
always and forever
you said
not anymore
what happened
who changed

speedily
moving on
rapidly
through life
savoring moments
like bits of soup
on a winter's day

forgetting the
yesterday
when you were
here with me

dictionary of thought

definiton of now:
calmly excited
satisfied
and you said,
this day
would never
come.
you were wrong

definition of yesterday:
same
oddly amazing
who could have thought
someone like me
could ever end up
being this happy?
or simply content with being me.

definition of happiness:
john mayer
ice cream
being with people
the ones you love
and comfortably
mesh together
forever.

definition of you:
transparent
oddly meant for me
others obviously
thought not
but we drove away
like that one day
i've never had better pizza.

forever

it's always in the night
the have you ever
or have you done
the confessions

we thought it'd be forever
but it went too fast
counting off the days
in this calendar that
you want to escape
yet want to stay in forever

we seem so close
while knowing that soon enough
we won't ever be together
ever again.

knowing this has to be
too good
to be true

just to stop
and be satisfied