Thursday, March 05, 2015

fear

what happens when you get married
and don't leave yourself out in plain
sight of those you've put on makeup
for those you want to find you which
is why you wore a bright color and 
sat visibly where they could see you
it's the way you find someone you 
could love by waiting for that moment
to casually encounter what was so 
planned so planned that you have to 
put that lipstick away because you 
shouldn't wait for anyone else anymore
but where do you put all of the old
anticipation?